Tuesday, May 1, 2007

bad dream

I had a dream last night that I was in a cemetary and I was running but I didn't know what from. Then I saw a animal behind me chasing me. But I turned around again and it wasn't an animal, it was part man half animal. And I ran and ran and now it was a full man. I was scared but I turned around and told him to leave me alone but I could barely talk. Then I was in a room and it was dark. I saw a coffin and walked up to it and I saw me inside and I think I was dead. I woke up and had trouble getting back to sleep. I think I cried some but I don't remember. I just started thinking about what that all meant and am I going to die.

Not very cheery I know but that's what happened.

Oh and in case you didn't know I love puppies and this one is real cute.

Monday, April 30, 2007

Morning Blah

Well the bank is a big bore today agin as usual. I SO did not want to get out of bed thsi morning and kept waking up in the night and counting down how much time I had beofre I had to get up. The boys were already up and made a mess in the kitchen trying to give the dog a bowl of cereal. I had to explain dogs don't eat cereal and my youngest one cried when he thought the dog would be hungry an dhe could tell I was mad about a whole gallon of milk on the kitchen floor. But I tried not to be mad but it was hard. Then this morning at the bank I had a very rude customer who insisted I shorted him 5 dollars but I didn't but he wanted to speak to my supervisor Theresa. Theresa wnet ahead and gave him 5 dollars even though he's s liar and does stuff like this all the time but Theresa wouldn't listen. And she just gave me a mean look like what. Hope the rest of the day goes better after lunch.

Sunday, April 29, 2007

Guilty Sunday

I overslept today and missed church and felt so guilty. I heard my boys watching tv and now I worry they didn't wake me up because they wanted to miss church on purpose. I want so much to bring them up in the shurch but I don't always do what is right myself.
One of my most favourite radio stations Magic 97.9 is playing a Casey's Top 40 form the 1980's and I couldn't be more excited! i remember when I was in junior high i used to listen to it every week laying out in the sun in my back yard growing up. Make sure you turn so you don't burn! I don't think kids now can aprreciate than now because they just sit inside and play video games and they get so pale. I know the sun is bad for you but you have to get some sun and I turned out okay afterall.
Oh, gah, Always by Atlantic Star is on and I havent heard it in so many years. It just takes me back. I remember slow dancing at the junior high dance to thsi. I felt so special and I never want that feeling to end. 20 years and 2 kids later I feel much different now. I thought I'd marry my firswt boyfirend and we'd have lots of kids and love each other forever but it didn't turn out like that.
Did you see Jessica Lynch on tv this week? I felt so sorry for her. After all she went through and as brave as she was she got the heros welcome she deserved but now the liberals in congress brainwashed her. I guess they don't want to support our troops and like terrorists.
That's all I can think of now more later.

Saturday, April 28, 2007

My friend Becki sent me this

You are a

Social Conservative
(23% permissive)

and an...

Economic Conservative
(61% permissive)

You are best described as a:

Republican (61e/23s)

Link: The Politics Test on Ok Cupid
Also: The OkCupid Dating Persona Test

My First Post

Oh Hi! This is my first post. I'm so excited to finally start my own blog. I've heard so much about them. I thought I should share a little about myself first. I'm 32 years old and a single mother with two children both boys. Its tough to raise boys all alone, but I know I'll do it right. I decided to bring them up here in West Virgina where I did. I tried to leave the mountain state for a few years but it was no use I just missed the mountains too much! Well if any one is reading this I hope I don't get too personal. I was in a bad relationship but thats over now and I'm better now. I go to church and the best thing I ever di dwas give my life up to the Lord and brought my children up in the church like I was. I turned away from God for many years and did alot of things I'm not proud of but now I pray about what direction God wants my life to be. I still listen to music and tv shows ans still like to laugh at jokes but not too much. Well I better get back to the kids and give them their bath before bedtime. I just know this blog will turn out to be something great!